Been there done that. At the age of 47 with 31 years of seniority. I made a voluntary job change. I laid awake nights for several months before deciding to make a change. I enjoyed Top pay, 5 weeks vacation, Paid holidays but did not enjoy working for a corporate giant any longer. I still had 17 more years to go. I finally decided all of my benefits were not worth it if I was not happy. I gave notice and moved on. Even better pay, 3 weeks vacation and holidays. I no longer work outside, climb poles or do extension ladder work and I LOVE it. I paid my dues and now enjoy going to work each day. Change is not always bad. I know it is not easy, but I am glad I did. That was over 3 years ago. Keep us posted.