Know how you feel now. It just don't seem to end. 6 operations on my leg and if I had a chain saw..... No I'm not going to do that but I sure would like to be able to run again. I lost a lot on the road to recovery. Got back to work LIED to them and said "I can do this." Worked 3 months drunk crossed over into my lane and got the same leg again. Good luck with rehab. Take your pain pills BEFORE you go.