@Yammer Dan
I can't say I know you personally because we have never met.
What I can say is that I have looked in on you from time to time on this forum.
I know you're hurting and I am very sorry for the accident you are still recovering from. It wasn't your fault, nor was it the 2nd Gen's fault.
The thing I can't figure out is why you are beating yourself up for it.
You have written more history than I can dream of trying.
Please don't be so hard on yourself. All the members of VR adore you in their own ways, and we only want the best for you.
Bob